Stuck in Reverse

Before I start on this post, I would like to give a big shout out to Vernon, Suba, Wes and Isk who have been there for me these past few days and constantly cheering me up. You guys are bros for life. I really appreciate you guys being there and supporting me.

Anyway, on to the real stuff. Drama camp is starting in a few days time and I haven't really got an idea what to pack. I guess I'll just randomly stuff in a few of my things and hope it will turn out fine. Going to bring my guitar along cause this year, I would not follow the schedule of the whole camp so much cause I wanna be hardcore and rebel against the system. LOL. Aku fierce tau.

Haven't been able to come up with new melodies for my lyrics and it's starting to bug me. It used to come to me so easily but now, pfft. I think the girl at kaffe esplanade has the hots for Wesley. I think the school should open up the carpark for smoking again. I think that some girls should stop being such a complete whore for money. I think that people should start being themselves and stop being such shallow, lying hypocrites. I guess I'm pretty miffed. But I won't tell you guys what it is.

School has been fun so far with my best buds. Lessons have been interesting. I haven't gotten any nightmares the past few days and the bleeding from my wrists have stopped so I guess it's okay now. The song "Street Spirit( Fade Out)" by Radiohead is my current favourite because it makes me go into a trance which is good because it makes my mental state numb from all emotions.