Fucking pissed...

I hate it when people always act nice in front of me but stabs me behind my back. It is these kinds of people which makes it hard for me trust anyone anymore. I guess it is true that now, lies and deception are the only ways for you to survive. I'm kinda pissed off right now and plans of murder are starting to form in my head.

I dreamed of her for the very first time and it was a really good dream and it is a really good sign. From my experiences, my dreams are sorta my signs as to what will happen in the future. I have always trusted my dreams as they have never let me down. Once. Unlike people who are just two-faced fuckers. Nice in front of you, fucking trying to bring you down when you turn your back.


I never liked having to use vulgarities but I guess certain circumstances call for me to do so. If only people were nice and sincere about it, then there wouldn't be any problems in this world. No wonder the whole world is going to hell. It's not about religion or politics that's creating the problems, it's people's attitude. What's the point in creating all these conflicts when we can all live happily together? Stupid idea, I know. In this world, there's no such thing as being nice.

I'm thinking of shaving off all my hair. It's getting kinda annoying.Fuck!