Pissed.

I am bloody confused now. I don't know if I should tell her or not. Part of me wants to tell her, but the other is just too scared of rejection. I guess I've been too emotionally scarred by my past relationships.

Anyway, sad to say I haven't been selected to join the school team for bowling though I played a rather decent game last saturday. My average that day was about 159( I calculated). I even got the highest for the last two games. I think it was because I was playing straight ball instead of the fancier techniques like hook or spinner. Pretty unfair don't you think?

Anyway, I got fined today for smoking even though I was smoking outside the school. I wasn't even in the school compound when the incident started. I guess the school just wanted our money since the Prime Minister's brother is in one of their higher positions in the school. So yeah, get my drift?

It's like RP is becoming a mini Singapore where fines are slapped for almost all minor offences. I bet that most of the money collected from fines goes to the higher up's pockets anyway. If not, why would they bother imposing a fine anyway?

I really feel so pissed off right now. If I was smoking inside the school it's understandable if I got fined. But I was smoking outside school and it was even near the forest. If I were to smoke at the HDB area and residents complain, I would undestand. But I'm smoking near a bloody forest la can! Who would want to complain? The trees? The birds? Come on la RP. I'm sure you can do better than that. If you care so much about reputation and image, why don't you give out a PP to all the residents living in the area to secure their cooperation like what the government is doing?

First they take our money, then they give back a portion of our money back to us under a different name so as to secure our votes and support for them. No wonder a lot of people are not supporting the government anymore. I think that maybe Singapore should have a complete change of government officials. Make it a true democracy that they've been preaching all this while instead of allowing one family to rule it for decades.


ARGGHHH!!! I'm so pissed right now! Fuck the law!