Been feeling really low this week. The funny thing is, I don't even know why. I just feel as though a part of me is lost somewhere. I just can't fathom why I'm feeling this way even though this week seemed to be as fun as usual. Maybe it's just me. I just don't know anymore. Don't know what else I need to do in my life. It just feel so empty. Just what am I missing? Just what am I hoping for? Sometimes I just feel as though the whole room is closing on me, squeezing all the life out of my soul. Weird thing about this is that I have had dreams which sort of accentuate this feeling I'm having this whole week. Could it be a repercussion of the dreams? They do say that dreams can foretell the future. Are my dreams trying to tell me something which I have not been able to grasp? I'm just worried for something which I don't even know what for. I think I may know what it is. But I guess I'm just not ready for it. It just feels as if it's too soon. I'm still young, only 17. There's many things which I haven't done. There's still so much of the world I need to explore. I will just keep on praying. Praying for a light to shine and lead a path for me to a place, any place, far away.