A new beginning(again)

I know all my posts have been kinda emotional and a tad bit suicidal to some but just to reassure you guys who cares, I'm not suicidal and I am no longer the emo kid. Ahaha.

My heart have finally settled on one and I hope it's the right decision.

Anyway, I am feeling kinda excited because tomorrow is like a brand new start for the whole of drama ig with brand new members and whole lot of potential. Potential in acting in case you were wondering. I just feel that with what has been going on lately that this is the proper way to greet the new freshies into drama. With everyone's grievances settled during the last meeting, I hope that this year would be a great year for drama.

On a side note, I am still contemplating whether to cut my hair or not. The reason is this:-

If I cut, I'll look like a playboy(although it looks good to most) and lose my Yan-ness and gain my Val-ness(which is my alter ego).

If i don't cut, I'll look like a hippie but still retain my Yan-ness.

Confused? Me too. That is why I am still contemplating about it until now. One dilemma after another. Arghh!



Oh yeah, i think my muse is coming back to me. I feel like writing poems and lyrics almost all the time now. Yay me!