I feel like I don't have much time left

Everything seemed so distant to me now

Life is like a blur and everything in it are just faded memories
I just wish I could tell her now, tell her how I really feel
But I don't want to end up hurt and all alone
But is it really alright to leave everything just like that
Untouched and unanswered till it's forgotten
I just don't know anymore

Will the sun ever shine for the both of us
Bathing us in its warmth and light
Reassuring us that everything is going to be alright
You'll forever be in my heart that's for sure
Even if we separate and lead different lives
Deep inside my soul, forever shall my love be ablaze
When destiny calls me, I must be strong
Strong enough to leave you and everyone that I hold dear
I'm sorry that I couldn't be there when you needed me the most
So trust me when I say I'll watch over you when I'm gone
Just look at the night sky and you'll see me there
Twinkling and smiling softly at you
As the breeze lightly caresses your skin

Till death do us part so they say
But our parting shall have its silver lining
As I await your arrival at heaven's gate