Excerpts of my heart

Doubting myself to the point that I don't know if anything is for certain anymore
This emptiness that I feel inside is killing me from within
I don't know why I'm waiting, but I've been waiting for far too long

Thought you'd know how I feel but I guess I don't really matter much to you
Since all you have ever did for me was to break my heart
If only you could realize the burning love that I have for you in my heart and my soul
Then you would know how much your existence really means to me

My body is like an empty vessel which just floats upon the surface of the waters
My soul is crippled by the entanglements of heart break
And is lost, not knowing where to go, and whom to go to

And in this world, I find solace in the comfort of loneliness
Knowing fully, that I would never regain the love that was lost between us
So i weep, at first tearfully and then with much sorrow
As the pieces that were once my heart can never be whole again

Till this day, my world is like a room shrouded in the stillness of death
With only one door, only one path to escape
The darkness that had already enveloped my entire being

As I look back, I know that it is already too late to stop
And as I lay on the bed, numbness already creeping over my body
I had only one regret, that I couldn't take you along to where I'm going